My Life Now...



And that is pretty much IT...

Born July 15, 2007
Sacred Heart Hospital
1:00 AM
7 lbs. 13.8 ounces

My MaryJane Leona Cota IS  my life....

[	Current Mood	|	crushed	]
[	Current Music	|	30 seconds to mars-the kill	]

Ah, where to start... At first it was perfect, now...
I've done things to make our relationship fall apart and that is what is happening right before my very my eyes and I cannot grasp it.
I want NEED to be with him for the rest of my life.
I have lied, cheated, tried to keep secrets... the worst of the worst...
but he is sitll around, giving me another chance for the hundreth time; he is the greatest.... I
am sure of myself that I can get him back... all to myself, forever and always...
When I said "forever and always,' I meant it, I did... and I will show him...
but until then I want to record the best and the worst of our memories here...
right now it seems like it is all I have....
Sometime soon I will start...
As of now, we are not together, but I am not single this time,
because I AM GOING TO GET HIM BACK!!!!